Note to Valorie... [stop]

I am not insecure about our relationship[stop]

I have no jealousy over your internet friends [stop]

If you didn't notice, you were drunk at Jackie's party and in no way did I interupt you talking to Atom. [stop]

Simply mentioning that I knew he was trying to "pick you up" does not equal me being insecure. [stop] This Telegram style diary entry is really starting to bug me

[STOP]

Yesterday I was simply voicing a concern over your actions online. It seemed a little suprising to me that you had called some guy from a BBS and hadn't told me about it until now. For crying out loud, I'm the guy who allows you to make out with other people at parties, why would I have a problm with you flirting with anyone.

But as you know, I want to make sure that the same things you hold me to are held true in your own respect. Because of that. RESPECT. If I logged on 10 minutes after every time you went to work and talked to girls all day, and then you found out I was calling some of them, don't tell me that YOU wouldn't be the slightest bit curious? For crying out loud, you're the one who for a long time was jealous of my girlfriends who came by. Remember Cindy? I'd hug her and you'd almost have a fit. If I was expending any energy on anyone but you, you got mad at me and became insecure about any girl around.

Granted, this was in the past. You're better about that now. But also, with my recent decent into assholedom, we (you) have decided to be a little tighter with our relationship. No more making out at parties, keeping each other in mind in all situations... ETC...

So, Valorie? If I can't voice concerns without you vehemently defending yourself? Shoudn't I be concerned? You did read all of my Ex-Girlfriends letters didn't you? I don't equate them with you. But it seems that you do. (via your last entry)

Oh, and To it may concern I have never kept you from getting friends. It's not MY fault that all of your friends are my friends. You have a bike. Go make some. For crying out loud (now I'm angry) You're not gonna pull a "You keep me locked up and all the friends I have are yours, bullshit thing. If you want, I can take you home and you can make friends from there. But until then, I have a feeling that you shouldn't blame your lack of friends on me. I am always in favor of that, I HAVE TRIED HARD IN HELPING YOU GET SOME.

This is ridiculous.

I gotta go to work.